SUMMER TIME!!!....is almost here

ONLY 2 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT well 1 and a half after 2ND block exams I'm checking out after them. So I've been wanting to go see Cleve but the lack of a car is what's stopping me. But i saw a car I want...IT'S A BEETLE! The bad thing NO MONEY! I cried yesterday in class because it was a month ago we found out about Cleve and I tried to cry all freaking day and then when I wrote his name...that's when the tears started to come and the boy next to me went to the bathroom and got me tissues. I was surprised by that. I really do miss him, he was my big brother and the coolest person on earth and now he's gone... On a brighter note if I do get a car then I will be able to drive back and forth to my job (babysitter) but I should stop right there because that will never happen, Chris still doesn't have a car and we have no money to spend on a car and if I do get one it's most likely going to be crappy but a car is a car and i would be happy with what I get, which will be nothing.. HA HA!