Summer is ok so far

Yea not bad yet I'm still waiting on randomly getting like 10,000 dollars but hey that's just a fantasy that won't come true. I want a beetle so freakin badly!!

erg!

Today was pre-drum camp and OH MY GOD was it hard, Mr. Major made us do marching and we had to do 32 crab steps then 16 push-ups...and I was the one who couldn't do it because I was dying of thirst and I was the person who had to "go get some water". But we have it again tomorrow and no marching.. I hope but I will be prepared oh and I almost fell in a hole, well I did BUT I didn't fall just walked into it and I almost twisted my ankle so WOO!

Ok I've put alot of thought into this

and I really do want a Volkswagen Beetle, wanna know why? Because of my 2 brothers that's why. I know for sure they would never want to drive it since it's a girl car, Ive looked it up on Craig's list and found a bunch of really cute ones and apparently their good on gas so WOO! I don't really know where to get one, ever since I saw that one on my way to school I cant stop thinking about them it's weird. I saw a red one for sale but....$7,700!!! the only ones I could find that were like 1 to 2 thousand were the old ones I want a new-er one. I wonder if there's anyway I could do a monthly payment, I doubt it since I'm gonna be babysitting and I'm in the band so yea and pretty much all the money I'm gonna make is gonna go towards the band so I'm gonna try not to spend all that much money the summer and I hope I can still work with Jessica, my cousin, she does hair wraps and makes a lot of money doing that so yea to sum this blog up I WANT A BEETLE FOR CHEAP!!! Ha like that will ever happen..

SUMMER TIME!!!....is almost here

ONLY 2 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT well 1 and a half after 2ND block exams I'm checking out after them. So I've been wanting to go see Cleve but the lack of a car is what's stopping me. But i saw a car I want...IT'S A BEETLE! The bad thing NO MONEY! I cried yesterday in class because it was a month ago we found out about Cleve and I tried to cry all freaking day and then when I wrote his name...that's when the tears started to come and the boy next to me went to the bathroom and got me tissues. I was surprised by that. I really do miss him, he was my big brother and the coolest person on earth and now he's gone... On a brighter note if I do get a car then I will be able to drive back and forth to my job (babysitter) but I should stop right there because that will never happen, Chris still doesn't have a car and we have no money to spend on a car and if I do get one it's most likely going to be crappy but a car is a car and i would be happy with what I get, which will be nothing.. HA HA!

welllllp

Nothing new in my life but my boyfriend got sick and now he thinks I'm going to get sick so yay? I tried to see how many sit-ups I could do since I haven't done them in a while..I COULD ONLY DO 20 and my stomach muscles are killing me, I've learned that I need to stretch before I do them again.

First day of band practice

It sucked!! I messed up on the steps and if you mess up you have to do 5 push-ups well guess who messed up...ME but no one saw it but my loving boyfriend Jakob and called me out on it. It was dead quite and all I could hear was "April!" he still made me do push-ups wehn we got to my house but I still have to do it again tomorrow!!!!

I forgot to say that today in chik fila, I started crying because I sent a message and saw Cleves name....I don't get it, I see his face everytime I open my phone and I don't cry. I need strength God please help me.

Grr...

I just tried to sign up to this web site that will increase traffic flow to your blog, WELL I tried that..like 10 times and on the last box you have to prove your human and not a robot. They kept saying there was an error so you know what..BOO TO YOUR SITE GLITTER!!! I will do "just fine" without your site, but It would be really cool if I could get more followers, I only have 2 so yea I'm gonna go crazy and try to find sites that will help me increase that so yea.

Well

School is almost out and I couldn't be happier well not really I mean yes I'm ready for school to end but I'm going to miss all my friends and the seniors last day is tomorrow and my friend is suppose to spray our science teacher with silly string. On the plus side I bought a little kiddie pool...IT'S A WHALE!!! I spent like 30 minutes blowing it up for it only to be up for a day till my dad make me take it down since he has worked so hard to get the grass to grow...IN THE BACKYARD WERE NO ONE GOES BACK THERE! Daddy you make no sense sometimes.

Soo

Being 17 hasn't been fun, the day of my birthday my mom was sorta mad at me... and I haven't done ANYTHING fun yet. Jakob has been blowing me off, he usually takes me home after school, he hasn't since Tuesday, I can understand why he couldn't yesterday but today no I don't, I thought he could today since his practice ended at 4, well during 4Th block he sent me a text saying he can't take me home so I just blew it off for something else but I'm starting to worry about this. I even tried to see if he would get upset if I told him my mom would take me home tomorrow (Friday) all he said was "ok baby".....I don't really know what to do with him or if I should be REALLY worried.

Happy birthday to me happy birthday to me happy birthday to me Im 17!!!

Band picnic..ow

Today the band went to the beach and the only reason I went was to see the white sands before the oil spill comes..and I think it comes tomorrow..OH and since I wasn't paying attention to the overcast I am now bright red..ow and on the plus side I got my first follower on my blog and it's my sister in law and I'm glad, I've always liked Karie, she's crazy like me and MANY other things. Well onto other news my mom went back to work for the first time today, I hope she has a good day, she needs it, she's been stuck in the house. I went to visit Cleve and his big red bow had flown off into the ditch well I went and tied it down on his grave and when I saw him, it was still there so woo on my part I guess.